I had a dream, I hoped it wasn't a dream, but it was. U were there Tripp.
We were together, lying together on a large bed, covered in a black sheet. We sat in silence, and I knew it was okay, because we were comfortable with each other and we could share our silence. It wasn't uncomfortable.
I left the room for a moment, planting a kiss on ur lips before I left to get a bottle of absinthe for us.When I returned, you had covered the bed in golden and red rose pettles. You smiled as I looked around the room, at the burning candles, the darkness, the pettles, and the smell, so sweet I couldn't put a name to it. I was amazed, in love, with u and your kindness, your heart.
I settled down next to u on the bed, and pured absinthe into two glasses. The green liquid swirled around the glass as I passed you a glass and you smiled and beautiful, subtle smile.
We lay back and drank out absinthe, all the time, we craved for each other, not silence.
I reached over for you, and we kissed. Pure passion, lust, love. All those months of being apart, and we let go, jusy kissing, and it felt so good, that I didn't want it to stop... ever.You threw your glass down on the floor and so did I, both of us captured by our passion.
My hands reached out and started to unzip ur trousers, but you put ur nad in the way and stopped me. You said, "I would have to earn it" I remember it like it really happened.
We kissed and you ed me to the bed posts, tying my arms to it with your belt. I was relaxed, I knew I could trust you. You kissed me again, and ripped my shirt of. The tenison was growing, both of us, sweating and wanting more or each other.
You issed down my body and could feel myslef getting hard. It fet soooo good.
You scratched me, and it felt so good, that I shivered with delight.
And then u pulled a switch blade from your pocket and started to sing a placebo song. I wondered what you were doing, but I didn't panic. And then u sang the words, "Carve a name into my arm" and you started to cut your name into my arm. I felt no pain, only complete trust, a bond growing.
You untied me when you were done, and you handed me the blade. "Now do it to me" you whispered, I did what he said, and he shivered. I smiled, and then we connected ourarms and let our blood join.
"We will always be together, this is my blood bond to you" you said. "And I to you" I replied, kissing you. We licked the blood of each others arms, and kissed, the taste of blod in our mouths, but it only made it feel better, more exciting.
We made love for hours on end, until Rich had the audcity to wake me up at nine o clock in the morning for a recording session and practice.
Tripp, I love you baby, its your choice. Will you stay with me?
And seing Tripp isn't on here, this is a hint for you all to add him to this room. I need my baby here too, so we can taqlk about our dirty secrets.
Jamie, babes, see u soon. I'll keep my promise to meegs, I 'll be there for u.Seven kisses from chaos. xxxxxxx